As noted before, I was at PS for 3 years, most of it as coordinator of the English program. The first 2 years I was there, I laid in bed many nights losing sleep, thinking of the great things we could do and how to do them. The last year, I laid in bed most nights losing sleep worrying about how to preserve what we were building.
I have been away from PS a month and slept quite well till this discussion thread got me thinking again. The core issue here is, "What are the primary motivations of the Thai administration in completely overhauling the management structure of the EP?" Last night, the question kept me awake. In an effort to be able to sleep soundly again, I am going to give my thoughts about the answer to the question then walk away from it once and for all.
6 months ago, I could walk into this school director's simple, unadorned office (before then new director came in January and spent half a million baht of EP money to rennovate it), and tell him what we needed to make the program work. Any teacher there now remembers that the former director nearly always agreed (if he saw good reason behind the request), and almost immediately ordered the Thai staff and others to make it happen. Literally, I would take a list of requests in and he'd approve 90% of them. Within days, we'd see things start to happen.
Under the current director, requests were still often met favorably, but with a good old "but we must go slowly" after every yes or maybe answer. In the meantime, 3 months after the new director arrived, after not a single substantive meeting with me or my teachers, he sent me a new organizational chart that gave me an advisory role and put Thai teachers in charge of 6 committees to manage the English Programs - including everything from academics to facilities to student affairs and PR. Not a single foreign teacher was included in the plan. They explained to me they wanted me just to "manage the teachers." To me, this was an attempt to tell me to just help them keep those wacky foreigners under control. I rejected the plan, and resigned for the first time. (Of course, lets not forget this took place while EP generated money was used to fancy up what had been an adequate director's office, and while the new director only rarely even made an appearance at school.)
The second plan came forward in an effort to keep me at the school, with a single foreign teacher placed on 4 of the 6 management committees (a single foreign teacher and 3-4 Thai teachers on every committee - equally weighted?), and me as co-EP project leader with a senior Thai staff member as my equal. Well, she was my "equal" at least on the chart, but we all know how that plays out in reality. The fact is, she would have the open door to him, and I'd still have to rely on her to go to him when we wanted things. When the director is afraid to speak with me because he may lose face (as a former English teacher who can't speak English), she retains the upper hand. Not to mention, she had 100% budgetary control, where I used to have equal or greater budgetary authority than her. Small detail right? I resigned again. They promised more changes.
A new plan came forward, giving me a half million baht annual budget (of the 40 million the program generates - WOW!) and a bunch of new sturctural promises alongside it. I waited 4 more weeks to see how the new plan played out. It played out in the form of a new piano for the EP. The last meeting I had with the director, I said what about the salary increases, the budget, the other structural changes? He said, literally, "you got the piano very quickly!" That was the bone he threw to me to show me he cared for us! With the rest, he said "we must go slowly." To a couple of requests, he said, "not the Thai way." I said, very directly, "I have waited a year, and I cannot go any more slowly, so I we must part ways." With that, my third and final resignation became effective. 8 days later, I packed up and left the school for Issan and many nights of deep sleep.
My only lingering concerns were for my colleagues and the students. As for colleagues, I had recruited most of them to the school an felt some duty to do what I could to make the place a good work environment for them. I feel I did that to the best of my abilities. Every one of them has the capacity and resume to work elsewhere for far more income, so I decided that worrying for them was misplaced. I would have held the staff I had up to the staff of any EP program in Thailand, even at a higher paying private school, and been proud. Sure we had pimples, but as a whole we were a darn good team.
As for students, I've realized in teaching here for nearly 4 years that kids are amazingly resilient. The kids will be fine. Most of our EP parents have the capacity to move their kids elsewhere if they really feel the school is not providing the education they want for their children. I've been told by several parents that will indeed be their course of action. So, I decided not to worry for the kids too much either. I think they learn and grow despite the scenario they now face.
So, back to the core issue here, "What are the primary motivations of the Thai administration in completely overhauling the management structure of the EP?" Remember, now the structure proposed is even more diffuse than the last one proposed to me, and eliminates the foreign manager for the program. It creates committees to manage every subject, every facet of operation of the program, and has a team of Thais firmly at the top. Even the advisory board is 90% Thai - with two token foreign teachers. (By the way, I went to these "advisory board" meetings for a while - they are 99% in Thai, so no foreign voice is really heard.)
I am sorry to say, the answer is very clear to me. It is NOT because they want foreign teachers to have the leading voice in developing the program, as we did for nearly 3 years. You do not eliminate the foreign manager position and create 8 or 10 committees that are 70%-100% Thai staffed when you want the foreigners to have a voice, or even less an actual stake, in what's happening. It is a typical "throw a bone" maneuver to appease those of the foreign teachers who can be appeased, and to give the school something to say to the public when criticized, like "What about the piano?"
The management now have accepted that many teachers will leave. They have calculated it into their plans. At my last meeting with the director, the deputy director asked me "How many teachers will leave this semester and at the end of the year?" (Well, her English is not that good, but that was the gist of it.) Teachers will leave, and the school will be left with the average foreign teaching staff - we know what that looks like.
3 weeks after I left, an ad appeared on ajarn.com - even with all teaching slots still full. The administration's strategy now is clearly buy time, make it till the end of the term, then let the pieces fall. Damage control. If they can just make it 5 or 6 more weeks, they can claim victory - the semester will have completed uninterrupted with no teachers leaving, and they can clean house and bring in teachers who won't rock the boat or make demands at the end of the term. The parents won't know teachers have left because it will happen during break. When the kids come back, 5 or 8 or 10 new teachers will be there to greet them, school will start, and in typical Thai fashion those who left over break will be fading memories.
I have worked in education for 13 years, and I have seen this tactic 20 times if not a 100 - not only in Thailand but also in the US. Administrators know dates well...and they know that the average human being only stays focused on any given problem for a short period of time. Kids have even shorter attention spans. If they can just buy till the end of term, they they have two months to present a new plan with a bunch of new faces to parents and teachers, and they will be out of the woods. We did it often at NYU Law, when a student organization was angry about something, we'd delay till the semester was finished and by the time students came back something else had come up to divert their attention elsewhere. Then we could announce some conciliatory measure that made us look like heroes and all would be ok again till the next round of angry students came along. That is EXACTLY what is happening here - 'make it till October,' the director and the Thai powers that be are thinking, 'then the parents won't be on our backs if teachers leave, students won't go home complaining, and we can come out next term with something flashy and new to divert attention.' Sadly, that will probably be an effective tactic.
I am as pained as anyone that this is the truth of what is taking place at this school now - probably more so. I know and have taught more of the students personally there than any other foreign teacher there - far more. My dearest Thai friend enrolled her nephew there in the EP this year because of me. The same is true for 2 private students I taught for years - who are now at PS because of what we had going. The pain I feel as I see it come apart is real. I spent 3 years trying to work with my colleagues to make something special.
It is a real shame that it has come to this, but again I will lay blame squarely at the top - even above the head of the director. Changing all senior administrators and the school director in a period of 6 or 7 months is a sure fire way to keep the lid on things, to make sure nothing too progressive happens, and to keep lots of civil servants happily pushing papers around in circles while the Thai educational system remains mired in bureaucracy, red tape, stagnant leadership, and militaristic hierarchy with no real concern for the youth of this country.
At the end of this three year saga, I am nearly ready to pack it up and go somewhere else. Issan is a start, but perhaps next to Taiwan or (gulp) back to the USA - where are least people do have a chance to build real programs and make a difference on a larger level. If my comments here, or in my column on ajarn.com next week, cause too much controversy and create a bigger flap, then I am ready to pack up and go any minute. I am sure the director of this school won't be happy about what I have said, nor will the Ministry of Education, but it is the truth. Or perhaps they'll just ignore it, like they do so much of what foreigners offer. (Just to be clear, I am not bashing Thailand as a place - it is a beautiful place, with lots of great culture and history, and I have made wonderful Thai friends who I deeply respect and admire. I am just bashing the bureaucracy that manages the educational system here - thats the entire scope of my commentary.)
For now, I am resigned to believing that in the educational system here, we can only make our difference one by one - with the individual students who we influence, rather than on a larger scale. And I can do that anywhere, for a lot more money. For now, I'll stay here and try to make my difference one-to-one. Perhaps I'll try a university level management position to see if it is any better. But I realize sadly now that the experence we had at PS for about 2 years was a real rarity in this country, and I am unlikely to find anything like it again here.